It's too late, she's gone.

  Well, I did it again. It's now 1 a.m. or so Sunday morning, which means I let Saturday's Gibberish slip past me. I wonder if I can honestly say I've not missed a day after doing this a half-a-dozen times. Probably not, but what the hell. Again, no one is paying me.

 Good week for the News, though, despite my general disinclination to deal with reality. Solid stuff all around, though. We looked at the shenanigans going on in the Texas legislature and what they bode for the rest of the country Monday, plus a glimpse into the hundredth anniversary of the Tulsa Race Riots. Wednesday was a look at the possible ouster of Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu and what, if anything, that might mean for the U.S. Finally, Friday saw us looking at the recently released emails of Dr. Anthony Fauci and how wet it's making Republicans in general. Poor dears. There's so little joy in the average right-winger's life it's nice they get a nothing burger to chew on from time to time.

 The ennui that's been in my pants all week took a hold today and I spent most of it napping, reading, & ignoring the world. It rained off and on, so it was as good a day as any to do such. I'm still working on The Network of Time and I've bought a couple of those Dummies Guides for harmonica, one general and one focused on blues. I figured it was best to cover my options.

 Along with the guitar, I'm putting effort into learning just how to put together a good riff or solo rather than blowing random notes and hoping it sounds good. It did more often than not, but it's still neat to do it properly even if I won't be playing with anyone any time soon. My brother points out learning how music actually works rewires your brain. Seeing as how there's no telling when it'll be until I can get my head bad again, it'll do I suppose.

 Still working on Dragon Age II and I've made it to the second act. I'm interested in seeing where it goes but I really need to head back to Mass Effect before I completely lose groove on that. I've got a number of games on deck but I'm really not interested in anything else right now.

 What else? I still haven't got the harmonica I ordered two months ago and the Paul Butterfield book is is going on a week late. The tracker says it left Memphis this morning, so maybe I should see it come Monday. I've about had it with eBay, but I'm not blaming the sellers. This is a direct result of Louis DeJoy's role in screwing with the mail and the Republicans' ongoing attempts to destroy probably the best government agency in history. This isn't just my paranoia, they've pretty much admitted it.

 The sad thing is Amazon is about the only company that has enough swing to make the mail work for them. It's ironic given how much Trump hates Jeff Bezos. Living out in the boonies, Amazon is about the only outlet we have to order anything that can't be found at the local Wal-Mart, and, frankly, that's most things. Ordering directly from the vendor? Sorry, the mail's slowed down to a crawl and it'll be twice as long getting to you if it gets to you at all.

 Ah, but that's definitely a first-world problem. Amazon is evil but it doesn't have to be. The mail is a mess and is probably on its last legs, but it doesn't have to be. People keep wanting to blame Big Tech or Late-Stage Capitalism or Government, but we have the ability to let this happen or not.

 Question is, will we?

Better late than never, I guess.

 It's past midnight and I forgot to write anything. I mean, I thought of this earlier in the day but I figured I'd knock something out after supper. I got to playing Dragon Age II and let time slip away from me.

 I understand why people knock on this game, particularly compared to Dragon Age: Origins and Dragon Age: Inquisition. It's nothing new, gameplay-wise, and it's probably a step-down. It's certainly streamlined from what DA:O had for you. And the story's a bit rambling compared to DA:O, I get that.

 But I like it. For one, I like the setting. Some people gave it shit for being in just one city and a few outdoor spots, but the city has some depth to it, and being able to switch between night and day gives it more variety. On a night mission in Lowtown and need to buy some potions? Well, too damn bad. Hopefully, you can get something off all those thugs that keep attacking you.

 And I like the story. Political intrigue that you're not the center of but get swept up in anyway. Very noir, very Phillip Chandler. It's still the traditional mages-elves-dwarves setting but with a somewhat different take on things, very much like Terry Pratchett's Discworld but not quite as silly. There's some humor in it, though, and some Pterry call-outs. I just found something called "the last decent helmet" and I thought that was funny.

 As for the main character, well, I like Hawke, too. You don't have much to choose from, just their gender and their class, but they're a neat enough character. Just someone trying to do the best for their family in a bad situation as the world explodes around them. I play a male rouge Hawke who's a decent guy and loyal to his people but a bit of a smart ass and laser-focused on his goal, come what may.

 I'm pretty sure I've said this before, but the whole "the Chosen One" shtick in fantasy games grates/ The Dragon Age games don't have that. You're playing the world rather than just a character. The interactions are enjoyable, too. Not all the companions like each other, which is nothing new, but some outright loathe each other. I haven't had to dump one for another yet - something that's stymied me in Pillars Of Eternity II: Deadfire - but from what I know, it seems that will be impossible in this game.

 Hey, sue me. My characters are always heroes and nice guys and want people to get along. That's a hard enough line to walk in the real world. I don't really romance in games for the same reasons I don't romance in real life. I could've romanced everyone available to a male human in DA:O. I've got nothing against romanceable characters in games, I just don't care for them. That you can't dodge that in Baldur's Gate II without being a dickbag to someone. best I can talk and that's a mark against the game's story for me. But I'm just a cynical bastard with no romance in his soul, which should come as a shock to no one.

 Speaking of that, I need to get something out of my head. Twice in my adult life have I offered my heart and soul to someone and would've followed to the ends of the Earth. Both times it was rejected by someone who did care enough about me to have a physical relationship and try to maintain a friendship. So this isn't just me creeping on women. Both times I was told by people outside the issue that it wasn't what I thought it was and, thus, should be no big deal.

 Everyone else has been a friend and sometimes with benefits and when those benefits ended if we could stay friends, great. If not, oh well, that's how it goes. Had I more game or were better looking, I would've been hell back when I was on the hunt. And most of the women I've been involved with went after me because, as a general rule, I could care less. I just want to have a good time and wander through the world, and no one's been able/willing/interested in changing my ways.

 Maybe that's why I don't mess with romances in video games. I hate when it seems you're being herded into just for being a decent guy/girl/whatever you're playing. I wonder if that has something to do with the screwy way some kids seem to approach romantic relationships. But that's enough of all that. I need to get back to Thedas, y'all.